happy birthday to myself! my 20th birthday...

thx for everyone!

 

when i was small, i'm easy to cry..my father havent scolded me, my tears had shown to him..

 

growing up, tears become more difficult to come out..

 

today, i found that, the reason will make me cry..

 

i'm not easy to cry no matter how touch i felt..i wont cry when other misundertand me. I won't cry when i'm sad

 

I will cry,when i'm in dilemma,when i don't know what to do. When I care for the matter but i can't do anything to make it better! I will cry when i admit i'm the loser....  

 

I want to be better, but i'm not smart enough.. I try to satisfy everyone, especially for whom i care.. i sometime angry with myself because i can't either try to protect and even help them.. and..i'm weak..

 

can i grow to be a better boy? i hope i can and .. be a better man too..

 

Thanks for everyone's greet! And thx for party, and thx for every comers.. So much thanks... I will remember it....

 

 

 

 

对和错，是不是不能分得清的啊？

 

你生气了，我知道你难过，我也很难过。。。可能你不知道我难过什么吧。。 难过你生气我？不是。。。

 

 你能教我如何不怕你的脾气吗？我能有话就说吗？你的脾气是让我最懊恼的。。会让我不知道怎样和你说话，可是，我能和你不说话吗？

 

我很在乎你，怕我伤害到你，我不希望我对你的真诚，也会给你伤害。。 然后，最怕你脾气，如果处理不好。。。再然后，就僵局了。。